note: the following texts contain deep thoughts and violent words...so if you don't wanna read a post of a wildie, leave... so yah!!! i feel an unusual feeling right now...uhm...yah!! it's somewhat connected to the Subic outing and very connected to the fab five...so yah...i'll say it straight right now...i feel like hating patty and kim...i mean...there's something unfair about them...you see...tintin, kat and i shared a lot of things that happened during the school year...and i mean...deep things like friendship and lovelife...while the two of them...well...they share things but not that too deep...i really have the feeling that they have something that they didn't share with us...and i hated it more 'coz they just keep it between the two of them...if you know what i mean, look at their friendster...but i'll say it anyway...i saw a comment from kim in patty's friendster...it said something like patty...ikaw pa lang ang nakakaalam ng you-know-what ko...
then i also saw a comment from patty in kim's friendster...it said something like... kim...ayoko pa talaga magsummer...alam mo na kung bakit...
and one more thing...months ago when i talked to kim on the phone, she told me that there's something new with patty...and i asked what is that...but she just said that maybe she shouldn't tell...well, i just let it 'coz i thought patty doesn't know anything about me and nazario so there...here's another thing...i told kim already that the whole fab5 already know about me and nazario...[well, at least patty knows the name]...but still, she told more to patty...that's the part that i hated most...did you get it?...kim didn't tell me what's up with patty but she told patty about me and nazario...wow!!!...that's so unfair!!!... whoever is reading this, you might think that i'm still a baby to rant on a very simple thing...i don't really care if you think of that...but it's a very big thing to me...during the school year, i consider just fab 5 as my real friends...i really made an effort just to communicate with them during the school year...well, except for ate ai, they're the only ones whom i consider real friends...and we just see each other just once a year...then here they are [patty and kim]...keeping things from me, kat and tin...not to mention that even if we just meet once a year, we're long time friends already, even before fab five existed...we're already friends...that's the reason why i rant on a simple thing like this... like i said a while ago, i feel like hating patty and kim...but i don't wanna hate them...i won't break my friendship with them...to conclude this, i declare a cool-off with patty and kim for a while...maybe i'll stop the cool-off when my hating feeling is gone...or maybe i'll stop the cool-off after i talked with kat and tin...i haven't talked to them about this...well, tin...a little...and maybe she agrees with me...how about kat?!... whoever is reading this, now you know why i posted this here and not in livejournal...except for kat, kim and patty surely won't read this... | 
